{"id":21213,"date":"2022-01-19T23:37:10","date_gmt":"2022-01-19T23:37:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wp.erdmost.hu\/2022\/01\/19\/amig-elek-irok\/"},"modified":"2022-01-19T23:37:10","modified_gmt":"2022-01-19T23:37:10","slug":"amig-elek-irok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/2022\/01\/19\/amig-elek-irok\/","title":{"rendered":"Am\u00edg \u00e9lek, \u00edrok"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Tal\u00e1n nem \u00e1rulunk el titkot, ha beavatjuk az olvas\u00f3t: a k\u00e9t k\u00f6nyv befejez\u0151 gondolata is m\u00e1s. Az \u00faj ezekkel a szavakkal z\u00e1rul: \u201eA j\u00f3 harcot megharcoltam, a p\u00e1ly\u00e1t v\u00e9gigfutottam, a hitet megtartottam\u201d.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Igen, ez P\u00e1l apostol level\u00e9b\u0151l egy mondat. \u00dagy \u00e9rzem, ez r\u00e1m illik. A k\u00f6tet hatvan \u00e9v verseit, elm\u00e9lked\u00e9seit, \u00edr\u00e1sait tartalmazza. Most, hogy \u00f6sszegy\u0171jt\u00f6ttem \u00e9s rendezgettem az \u00edr\u00e1saimat, d\u00f6bbentem r\u00e1, h\u00e1ny olyan versem van, ami sem a 2018-ban megjelent, sem a mostani k\u00f6tetemben nincs benne.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hogyan kezdett el \u00edrni? <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Tizenh\u00e9t \u00e9ves korom \u00f3ta \u00edrok verseket. \u00c9desany\u00e1m nagyon szerette a k\u00f6ltem\u00e9nyeket, f\u0151leg Adyt. Volt egy vaskos k\u00f6tete, amit vagy \u00f6tvenszer v\u00e9gigolvastam gyerekkoromban.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u00e9gis az orvosi egyetemre ment, nem az irodalmi p\u00e1ly\u00e1t v\u00e1lasztotta. Mi\u00e9rt?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Mivel rengeteget betegeskedtem (asztm\u00e1s lettem egy szam\u00e1rk\u00f6h\u00f6g\u00e9st k\u00f6vet\u0151en), nagyon sok orvos ismer\u0151s\u00f6m volt. El\u0151sz\u00f6r nem vettek fel, pedig kit\u0171n\u0151en \u00e9retts\u00e9giztem, igaz, magyar irodalomb\u00f3l buk\u00e1sra \u00e1lltam. 1956-ban egy \u00e9vre kimaradtam az iskol\u00e1b\u00f3l, vesek\u0151 miatt vesev\u00e9rz\u00e9sem volt, pont a forradalom idej\u00e9n ker\u00fcltem k\u00f3rh\u00e1zba. Els\u0151 versem ennek az \u00e9lm\u00e9nynek a hat\u00e1s\u00e1ra sz\u00fcletett. Visszakanyarodva az iskol\u00e1ra: \u00faj irodalomtan\u00e1runk j\u00f6tt, k\u00f6vetelte a n\u00e9gy \u00e9v anyag\u00e1t, \u00e9n pedig egy \u00e9vig, ugye, hi\u00e1nyoztam. K\u00e9tszer feleltetett a lak\u00e1s\u00e1n, el\u00e9gtelenre \u00e1lltam, v\u00e9g\u00fcl \u00e1tengedett, az \u00e9retts\u00e9gin m\u00e1r mindenb\u0151l kit\u0171n\u0151 lettem. (Ennek t\u00f6rt\u00e9nete a k\u00f6nyvemben is olvashat\u00f3.) Az orvosira azonban, ahogy eml\u00edtettem, csak m\u00e1sodj\u00e1ra vettek fel. \u201966-ban v\u00e9geztem el az egyetemet, \u00e9s t\u00edz \u00e9vre r\u00e1, \u201976-ban kezdem filoz\u00f3fi\u00e1t hallgatni az estin. Ekkor sz\u00fclettek az els\u0151 elm\u00e9lked\u00e9seim.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Kit tekint a mester\u00e9nek?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A k\u00f6lt\u00e9szetben Adyt \u00e9s J\u00f3zsef Attil\u00e1t, spiritu\u00e1lis tekintetben pedig Popper P\u00e9ter \u00edr\u00e1sai inspir\u00e1ltak, legal\u00e1bbis a k\u00e9s\u0151bbiekben. \u00c9rdekes, amikor elkezdtem gondolkodni a vil\u00e1gegyetem \u00e9s az emberis\u00e9g sors\u00e1r\u00f3l, nagy haszn\u00e1t vettem a politikai gazdas\u00e1gtan tanulm\u00e1nyaimnak is \u2013 ez akkoriban k\u00f6telez\u0151 t\u00e1rgy volt \u2013, \u00e9s gazdas\u00e1gfiloz\u00f3fiai m\u0171veket is sz\u00edvesen olvasok.<\/p>\n<p><drupal-entity data-align=\"center\" data-embed-button=\"image_embed\" data-entity-embed-display=\"view_mode:media.embed_image_into_article\" data-entity-embed-display-settings=\"\" data-entity-type=\"media\" data-entity-uuid=\"c282a0cc-f388-4cb8-ac01-2f2a2cd83583\" data-langcode=\"hu\"><\/drupal-entity><\/p>\n<p><strong>Tagja az \u00c9rdi Irk\u00e1nak is. Hogy kezd\u0151d\u00f6tt ez a kapcsolat?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Kar\u00e1csony doktor r\u00e9v\u00e9n \u2013 aki r\u00e9gi ismer\u0151s\u00f6m volt \u2013 ker\u00fcltem kapcsolatba a Poly-Arttal, illetve az Irk\u00e1val. 2015-ben bek\u00fcldtem az egyik versemet egy p\u00e1ly\u00e1zatukra, \u00e9s ezzel m\u00e1sodik helyez\u00e9st \u00e9rtem el. \u00cdgy kezd\u0151d\u00f6tt\u2026 Domonkos B\u00e9l\u00e1t is j\u00f3l ismertem, bar\u00e1tok lett\u00fcnk. Magam is szerettem rajzolni \u2013 a k\u00f6nyvem egy-egy illusztr\u00e1ci\u00f3j\u00e1t \u00e9n k\u00e9sz\u00edtettem \u2013, festettem is, a zene pedig szint\u00e9n k\u00f6zel \u00e1ll hozz\u00e1m \u2013 valaha citer\u00e1ztam, illetve git\u00e1roztam, s\u0151t, j\u00e1tszottam sz\u00e1jharmonik\u00e1n zenekarban.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Az orvosi hivat\u00e1s mennyiben j\u00e1rult hozz\u00e1 az irodalmi munk\u00e1ss\u00e1g\u00e1hoz?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>T\u00f6bbsz\u00f6r is \u00edrtam az orvosetik\u00e1r\u00f3l, illetve a h\u00e1lap\u00e9nz jelens\u00e9g\u00e9r\u0151l. Volt egy\u00e9bk\u00e9nt egy hossz\u00fa sz\u00fcnet az \u00e9letemben, amikor egy\u00e1ltal\u00e1n nem \u00edrtam verseket, csak tudom\u00e1nyos cikkeket, az egyik egy eur\u00f3pai szaklapban is megjelent. Ekkoriban kardiol\u00f3gusk\u00e9nt Balatonf\u00fcreden dolgoztam. K\u00e9s\u0151bb \u00fajra kik\u00f6t\u00f6ttem a sz\u00e9pirodalomn\u00e1l, \u00e9s mivel t\u00f6bben biztattak, folytattam. Pr\u00f3z\u00e1t is \u00edrok, de nem vagyok epikus alkat, azt a p\u00e1rat \u2013 p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul az \u00e9retts\u00e9gim t\u00f6rt\u00e9net\u00e9t \u2013 kisebb k\u00ednok k\u00f6zt vetettem pap\u00edrra. Balatonf\u00fcredre visszat\u00e9rve: h\u00fasz \u00e9vig dolgoztam a Balaton-parti v\u00e1rosban, onnan a f\u0151v\u00e1rosba cs\u00e1b\u00edtottak, \u00e9s \u00e9n j\u00f6ttem, ami k\u00e9s\u0151bb hib\u00e1nak bizonyult: n\u00e9gy \u00e9vig t\u00f6bb helyen is dolgoztam, v\u00e9g\u00fcl \u00c9rden lettem h\u00e1ziorvos. Feles\u00e9gem is \u00c9rden helyezkedett el, letelepedt\u00fcnk.<\/p>\n<p><strong>A k\u00f6tet hatvan \u00e9v munk\u00e1ss\u00e1g\u00e1nak \u00f6sszegz\u00e9se \u2013 az \u00e9rdi \u00e9vek\u00e9 is \u2013, de nevezhetn\u00e9nk \u00f6nvallom\u00e1snak is. Hol szerezhetik be az \u00e9rdekl\u0151d\u0151k? <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Az els\u0151 kiad\u00e1s egy p\u00e9ld\u00e1ny h\u00edj\u00e1n elfogyott, a m\u00e1sodik kiad\u00e1s a napokban \u00e9rkezett meg. Nem \u00e1rulom p\u00e9nz\u00e9rt \u2013 \u00fagy gondoltam, megengedhetem magamnak, hogy ne k\u00e9rjek \u00e9rte semmit. Aki k\u00edv\u00e1ncsi r\u00e1, t\u0151lem kaphat.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Folytatja m\u00e9g az \u00edr\u00e1st?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ameddig \u00e9lek. \u00cdrtam az elm\u00falt id\u0151szakban is: a maszkvisel\u00e9sr\u0151l, a t\u00e1vols\u00e1gtart\u00e1sr\u00f3l. Mindig van t\u00e9ma.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kar\u00e1csony el\u0151tt p\u00e1r nappal jelent meg Ludwig G\u00e9za tavalyi k\u00f6tet\u00e9nek \u00faj, kib\u0151v\u00edtett kiad\u00e1sa, amely hatvan \u00e9v \u00edr\u00e1sait tartalmazza. Ludwig G\u00e9z\u00e1t sokan ismerik, ha m\u00e1shonnan nem, a h\u00e1ziorvosi rendel\u0151b\u0151l, ahol kor\u00e1bban rendelt.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21214,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"cikk_cimkek":[5],"content_flags":[349],"content_icons":[],"class_list":["post-21213","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-erdmost","cikk_cimkek-kultura","content_flags-fontos"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21213","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21213"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21213\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21214"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21213"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21213"},{"taxonomy":"cikk_cimkek","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/cikk_cimkek?post=21213"},{"taxonomy":"content_flags","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/content_flags?post=21213"},{"taxonomy":"content_icons","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erdmost.hu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/content_icons?post=21213"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}